i should be studying but
my teacher said this was our hardest & longest exam
& my math exam today was 15 pages long.
like i already give up.

bowling with the crew tonight,
how the fuck did i get suckered into this,

mixed ‘motions,
this is gonna be so weird.

if yahoo adds one ad
i’m deactivating.

have a tattoo date soon <3 ahah.

after a day like today,
it’s hard to pick to
hit myself in the face
or take a hit to the face.

every morning i wake up to
a hunk of shattered glass,
like it’s under me against my bare skin all night?
& i’m never cut. what kind of illness is this?
am i going to die?

what the fuck is wrong with me
i just wanna move
i need a fresh start somewhere new.

today in my class i said i had the best PJS…
but i guess everyone thought i said BJS
& so, my teachers like “UHM OKAY.? IM SURE YOU DO!”
& i didn’t understand so i was like
“BUT I DO?! DO YOU WANNA SEE THEM TOMORROW?!”
& i’m not allowed to talk about my nightwear anymore.

turn into my parking spot at work
& i get told there’s a CO2 leak
& i’m sent home.
(y)

almost failing a test because
you did it the “real life” way
& not the “math” way….

me: *scrolls*

me: *feels pockets* huh... my phone's gone... ehhh

me: *scrolls*

in need of professional help
or a new life

I feel dirty.
I hate my life.

FIGURED OUT WHAT MY LIFE IS GONNA END UP BEING.
IT ALL MAKES SENSE NOW.
MY ENTIRE LIFE,
EVERY WEIRD STUPID THING I NOTICED
MAKES SENSE.
IF I DO NOT END UP AT THIS PLACE
I WILL BE SO CONFUSED & QUESTION THE REST OF MY LIFE.